[If anything, this time he's genuinely worried about being hurt, and it doesn't thrill him the way it normally would. This isn't punishment for something he'd have a lazy excuse for, this is something he genuinely feels guilty for... and he knows he's more likely to get disappointment than physical pain. That might just kill him.]
I slept with someone that I.. think was your- lover. And it uh- it didn't go too well, I did something stupid. I figure he wouldn't tell you, but I didn't want you thinking I did it to hurt him, I was just...
[Drunk? Stupid? Horny? Trying to help, somehow? None of those are decent excuses, he just groans.]
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[If anything, this time he's genuinely worried about being hurt, and it doesn't thrill him the way it normally would. This isn't punishment for something he'd have a lazy excuse for, this is something he genuinely feels guilty for... and he knows he's more likely to get disappointment than physical pain. That might just kill him.]
I slept with someone that I.. think was your- lover. And it uh- it didn't go too well, I did something stupid. I figure he wouldn't tell you, but I didn't want you thinking I did it to hurt him, I was just...
[Drunk? Stupid? Horny? Trying to help, somehow? None of those are decent excuses, he just groans.]
...I feel like a fucking idiot.